Those are just words. It doesn't mean anything to me!
Remember Hisham? Yeah, his back in my life.
But I'm not so sure with our situation. It's kind of complicated, but at least we're okay.
Summer is coming to and end. Damn damn! I don't want to get older yet.
On June 1 I'll be turning 18! waaaah!
On June 1 I'll be turning 18! waaaah!
And yes that's my bestfriend-- Pongs! That's what we call each other. Her name is Layde. Remember? :)
I love her soooo much! She keeps me going. Like my vitamins! hahaha.
So yeah.. I'm thinking about deactivating. I'm sorry to disappoint you guys, the connection here in our town really really sucks! so I barely go OL anymore. :(
Still I hope you'd still be following me. I'd try my best to return the favor!
thank you. I miss you all soooo much!
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I love her soooo much! She keeps me going. Like my vitamins! hahaha.
So yeah.. I'm thinking about deactivating. I'm sorry to disappoint you guys, the connection here in our town really really sucks! so I barely go OL anymore. :(
Still I hope you'd still be following me. I'd try my best to return the favor!
thank you. I miss you all soooo much!
Hello.. so it's summer. I know it's suppose to be about fun and stuff.. but since I'm pretty dead serious in graduating in college in just 3years and half, so... I'm doing advance summer class.
Yeah... I know pretty geeky of me. lol.
As usual, this is pretty lengthy...
so let me start this post by saying "HI!"
I've missed everyone so terribly!
I've been so busy (as usual) so I hardly got the time to open my beloved piczo.
So how are you guys?
I'd be glad to know wasssup?
Yeah... I know pretty geeky of me. lol.
As usual, this is pretty lengthy...
so let me start this post by saying "HI!"
I've missed everyone so terribly!
I've been so busy (as usual) so I hardly got the time to open my beloved piczo.
So how are you guys?
I'd be glad to know wasssup?
And this is my Genavieve Ventrem Zharmesh
The beloved twin of Raven
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and more. I'll post the other half next time!
I miss you.
p.s. I finally saw him.
Hisham and me.
yesterday.
It was sooo *sigh* wonderful? haha.
He told my friend he couldn't recognize me at first because I look eveb more retty and all. haha.
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR FOLLOWERS keep on coming.
Miss you.
The beloved twin of Raven
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Lasorevie
and more. I'll post the other half next time!
I miss you.
p.s. I finally saw him.
Hisham and me.
yesterday.
It was sooo *sigh* wonderful? haha.
He told my friend he couldn't recognize me at first because I look eveb more retty and all. haha.
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR FOLLOWERS keep on coming.
Miss you.
Hello my dear Piczoers!
Sorry I've been gone for so long. You see, here's the new updates from me;
1. I'm an official graduate of ST. MICHAEL'S COLLEGE and now I'm off to college. Hurray! :)
2. I returned to Marawi City, which is where Hisham is. Remember him? Oh yeah. I have some chikas for you. But that would be for later. Just continue reading if you want.
3. I already have my winners for my competition. But then I'm just waiting for lovelaughpeace to submit her photos. Well, if she likes. I'm just hoping your not too mad with me. Pasensiya na talaga! (I'm so sorry)
Sorry I've been gone for so long. You see, here's the new updates from me;
1. I'm an official graduate of ST. MICHAEL'S COLLEGE and now I'm off to college. Hurray! :)
2. I returned to Marawi City, which is where Hisham is. Remember him? Oh yeah. I have some chikas for you. But that would be for later. Just continue reading if you want.
3. I already have my winners for my competition. But then I'm just waiting for lovelaughpeace to submit her photos. Well, if she likes. I'm just hoping your not too mad with me. Pasensiya na talaga! (I'm so sorry)
Hisham. Hisham. oh Hishan.
Hahaha.
Well... here's the continuation of my lovestory. Only the shortcut version.
After that. Something happened that made me transfer to Iligan city. A 40min drive from Marawi City. Making me leave my beloved without any goodbyes.
in my junior year, I tried to forget about him. But then, around January 8. We finally had our talk.
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Hahaha.
Well... here's the continuation of my lovestory. Only the shortcut version.
After that. Something happened that made me transfer to Iligan city. A 40min drive from Marawi City. Making me leave my beloved without any goodbyes.
in my junior year, I tried to forget about him. But then, around January 8. We finally had our talk.
He said; "Shams. Please don't be mad okay?"
I laughed and told him of course!
then he said, "I'm sorry, Shams. I fell in'love with another girl." :(
I was shock.
numb.
and hurt.
and even if he was listening to me by the phone, I cried.
I cried so hard because of the love that I LOST!
You see, for so long he has been my pillar, my rock, my home. And I can't believe after what we've been through, it's just like that... the story ends there.
I laughed and told him of course!
then he said, "I'm sorry, Shams. I fell in'love with another girl." :(
I was shock.
numb.
and hurt.
and even if he was listening to me by the phone, I cried.
I cried so hard because of the love that I LOST!
You see, for so long he has been my pillar, my rock, my home. And I can't believe after what we've been through, it's just like that... the story ends there.
He asked me to stop crying because it hurts him to see me in pain.
How could he ask for me to stop?
How dare he?
When he was all I ever loved.
How could you stop your heart from crumbling?
When he was my home for so long?
How could he ask for me to stop?
How dare he?
When he was all I ever loved.
How could you stop your heart from crumbling?
When he was my home for so long?
Anyway, enough of the drama.
In the end. We decided to become friends.
But to be honest, it's hard. I never thought I would say that though.
It's hard because I'm jealous of the girl who has him now.
I wish I had the guts to tell him i loved him too in the past!
So here's the lesson boys and girls.
In the end. We decided to become friends.
But to be honest, it's hard. I never thought I would say that though.
It's hard because I'm jealous of the girl who has him now.
I wish I had the guts to tell him i loved him too in the past!
So here's the lesson boys and girls.
You should tell the one you love of what you feel,
before it's too late.
Or else you'll live regretting it.
before it's too late.
Or else you'll live regretting it.
If you're intrested to know what happened next...
Then just wait for my next post.
I promise it would be good.
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Oh my loves
I'd be gone for awhile...
but don't despair
I'll come back soon.
I can never leave my piczo blog anyway.
It's too valuable.
Know why?
I learned a lot here.
Piczo inspires me.
This is the place where I get encourages and well..
and made me new friends.
SO thank you to all of my commentors, hypers and followers!
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
muuua.
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Everything is happening way too fast.
Anyhow... by some time, I'd be announcing my model winners. So i'm keeping my fingers crossed that you'd like them! I sure did. :)
UPDATES:
1. I let go of my crush. Remember Mickey Mouse? Last week I told him I can't go on being his option, when I want to be his choice. And yes, it was hard.. but I'm so much happier. I'm glad with my decision... at least we cut it off sooner than later. FREEDOM is greater. At least I saved myself from more embarrassment! haha. But don't worry, it ended amicably. We're still friends.
2. I AM SO 'FREAKIN excited for the HUNGER GAMES!!
3. By next week around tuesday exactly on March 28 our graduation is drawing nearer... and it's freaking me out!
It's really mixed emotions. I'm really going to miss my high school friends and life. Gosh, but oh well... I'm hoping College life would be good for me as well. I must say, saying Goodbye doesn't really sit well with me. I hate that part. Always!
4. Oh and just yesterday I found out that I got the award for "Journalism" and Bibliophile award (Gold) -- that's for me reading in the library always. Hahaa. Who says you can't get anything by reading? Isn't it great? I'm being awarded doing something I love. hahaha.
And oh yeah, I have already cut my long hair last week!
So sorry for posting so long.
I've been busy with my graduation practices, it's driving me nuts.
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My full name is Shamiah Windylyn Quieta Garangan, but people can call me "Shamx" As of now, I\'m in my senior years. :) I love playing Frisbee, laughing, singing, blogging, writing stories and poems and acting. I believe in the saying that; "Always be optimistic, never be pessimistic!" Just believe in GOD, he always has the right plans for you, even when you think it\'s the end of the world. :)
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